so last night was closing night of the last show of my high school career, "The Sound of Music" the seniors made a little tribute to our long time director, Ms. Sandoval. it was... magical... and it made me sad, to know that this was the last show and that i hadnt even tried out for it... its gonna be one of the things i'll probably end up regretting for a long time, not that i havent already started regretting it once rehearsals had begun. but anyways...

i also went to my first ever cast party. it was fun, though i totally blew out my ocal cords we did a lot of dancing and singing and when i had to go, everyone was finally calming down enough to watch a movie. with all the fun i had dancing, i kinda cant wait til its time for Ball. i still have to buy a ticket though...

Speaking of Ball, i got myself a dress. its white and pretty, not to mention shiny. so now i need to go out and find soem shoes and figure out how to do my hair. oh! and me and yami are also getting tiaras cause we want to be princesses. yay.

term's almost over and that worries me, considering im failing both econ. and american government. not good... its all borderline failing though so maybe i can fix that...

im really tired but i shouldnt sleep, i have an econ project i need to do. i'll probably sleep anyway... i think ill post something first. i've been meaning to and i just havent. yes, i am a procrastinator. i know. its bad.

Song that's playing right now~

Avril Lavigne- Take Me Away

It's there inside, all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away

I'm going no where (on and on and)
I'm getting no where (on and on and on)
Take me away
I'm going no where (on and on and on and on)
(and off and on and off and on)

All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away

Take me away
Break me away
Take me away
Take me away